• čas přidán 19. 08. 2018
  • HEY EVERYONE... Welcome BACK to my channel! Today I wanted to sit down and just talk to you guys. It's been 2 weeks since The Secret Life of Jeffree Star has been out in the world and I wanted to address questions you guys had, and expand on a few topics... I also wanted to reveal a few dark secrets that I wasn't ready to tell Shane or talk about until now... My whole life I've had a very hard time opening up to anyone... Thank you for listening.
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Komentáře • 81 703

  • Monica Dayle Morris
    Monica Dayle Morris Před 7 hodinami

    God bless you and your mother...that was brave and amazing for you to share. Thank’s weird, I know you but you don’t know me yet I feel so much a part of your life. So I pray for my friend Jeffree and his mother that nothing come between them ever again. Forgiveness is everything...and love, well, love never fails. I’m so happy for you both💞

  • Michie Whisper
    Michie Whisper Před dnem

    Stay strong beautiful!
    You are such an amazing person and I hope you know this!
    I know you hear these comments all the time and I'm just a average person, but please know you are great! Beautiful! Successful, strong, generous and absolutely 100% real!!!!!
    Keep being you! Don't ever change.😘😘

  • Alexandra Alvarez
    Alexandra Alvarez Před dnem

    Its amazing that you got to reconnect with your mom

  • Meagan Evoy
    Meagan Evoy Před dnem


  • HERMIONE 117
    HERMIONE 117 Před dnem

    4 years is a wonderful accomplishment. I'm on my fourth week clean and a year since my third suicide attempt. Thank you for sharing your life with all of us. I absolutely love you and your videos. 💗

  • Crystal Cain
    Crystal Cain Před 2 dny

    Bravo Jeffrey, sharing your trials, and pain can make such an impact on others who have no one that they feel safe enough to tell their true story. I admire your courage, spirit, and heart!!! Love you and Nate. God Bless.

  • Kaitlyn Haught
    Kaitlyn Haught Před 2 dny

    Beautiful video, beautiful soul.

  • Cierra Bollinger
    Cierra Bollinger Před 2 dny're a good human inside to care and help your mother. I'm homeless but my grown daughter won't help, she just looks the other way. Working one day at a time to get out of this mess. My situation is very depressing but your videos put a smile on my face and help me through the darkness.

  • Sydney Atkinson
    Sydney Atkinson Před 2 dny

    I love you girl!! Can I please meet you!?!? 🤗🤩🤐😫

  • Ashley Murdick
    Ashley Murdick Před 3 dny +1

    You are everything. Thank you for this.

  • d_last_dinosaur
    d_last_dinosaur Před 3 dny


  • Sa Faith
    Sa Faith Před 3 dny

    U give me hope Jeffree I luv u

  • Anabella Miller
    Anabella Miller Před 3 dny +1

    This was released on my birthday last year and i watched it in the bathroom of my church and just cried. My best friend found me and just hugged me until I stopped crying

  • Noelle Hoeh
    Noelle Hoeh Před 4 dny +2

    You showed such tremendous courage sharing your story and being real... you are helping so many people. Thank you

  • Sheila Honrath
    Sheila Honrath Před 4 dny +1

    I love you Jeffree 💙

  • Michelle Bennett
    Michelle Bennett Před 4 dny

    I’m sorry miss spell
    I meant pealing 😊🦋

  • Michelle Bennett
    Michelle Bennett Před 4 dny +1

    You are courageous ❤️ and you just helped more people than you could ever realize by opening up and sharing things so painful about your life. It’s not easy but overcoming what you have proves how strong you are. You just keep peaking away those layers and continue your journey to healing.. there will be good days and bad days but never get discouraged. If you do just always remember the struggle the caterpillar 🐛 had to go through to become a beautiful butterfly 🦋
    Best wishes to you and your mother and to all of yours😊👍✨💕

  • Dead Monster
    Dead Monster Před 5 dny +1

    wow. You're so strong for saying this much. Im happy you are in a good state of mind like wow you and your mom have been through too much.

  • Friggin Weeb
    Friggin Weeb Před 5 dny

    I've tried to kill myself at least 4 times in the past 3 years including the last time being about 4 months ago I was so upset I thought there was no way to feel better and later I told my friend and they laughed at me and continues to laugh about it the last time I self harmed was in October of last year and nearly did it again but I couldnt do it and it's rough rn my mom got in a serious motorcycle accident and to give you some perspective the people who hit her died on scene and I've heard the man got cut in half she's been in a coma for almost a month and I don't know what to do and I'm so stressed out and I've fallen into depression again so hehehe

  • Valentin Elizalde
    Valentin Elizalde Před 6 dny

    Love girl!!!

  • Kristie Stolen
    Kristie Stolen Před 6 dny

    Thank you for sharing your story, I self harmed from 11 years old to 18. I stopped for 15 years and I'm 34 and have fallen back into self harming again. Its what I do when I feel like I'm about to explode with all these emotions that I have trouble sorting out and fixing. I needed to hear your story it makes me feel not so alone. I love you Jeffree Starr

  • Amber Darlene
    Amber Darlene Před 6 dny

    Omg! I can do relate. My Dad ditched me when I was 13. I've struggled with depression throgh it all.

  • Chrystal Hernandez
    Chrystal Hernandez Před 6 dny

    Omg it was life seeing you were you coming from and how you grow through the years amazing thank you for sharing we love humanity!

  • Liz Butler
    Liz Butler Před 7 dny

    Oh sweetie self harm is a really difficult to walk away from. I haven't self harmed since 2005. I still keep the razor blades in my bedside cupboard. You are a true angel with a beautiful body, mind and soul. I have survived so much. I ab struggling with a degenerative disease but I have not self harmed! OMG I also have had hard times and I cannot see her because of the fear the toxicity coming into my life again. I am so pleased you have managed to move forward. Never feel embarrassed for saying the truth. I wish I could sit with you and listen to you. You are an absolute star x

  • Galaxybunny Plays
    Galaxybunny Plays Před 7 dny

    Don’t hate on this

  • Leslie Owens
    Leslie Owens Před 7 dny

    Omg Jeffree, I can relate about the mother situation. I finally reached out to mine last week and, as always, she hasn’t even bothered to text me back after the first day. Please pursue your other dream. I watch your channel all of the time but I also watch it because you talk about mental health. Thank you.

  • Tuna Aydın
    Tuna Aydın Před 7 dny

    Wow you were fucking *RICH* and your mom was homeless... Life is fucked up

  • Irene Hernandez
    Irene Hernandez Před 7 dny

    I dont like shane...hes an opportunist!!!🤨

  • Marisa Benavides-Vereau
    Marisa Benavides-Vereau Před 8 dny +1

    💖💖💖 Thank YOU!! Bless you!!!

  • Jennifer Finley
    Jennifer Finley Před 8 dny

    I can not even imagine going though that, Im over here crying for you honey, your mothers story is just so sad :( I really want to send you and your mom healing energy and love. You and your mother will sleep very good tonight.

  • Madi Applebee
    Madi Applebee Před 8 dny +2

    "the most hurt people inside, smile the most on the outside."
    Wow... it hit way too close to the core. I'm shocked...

  • Sora Mansour
    Sora Mansour Před 8 dny

    Jeffree is jerk boy and his vedio's too bad
    Why you siad for people your name is jefree can you said Selena ,jolia,Sara you have tall hiar and you put mekup and you fake boy you girl.

  • hello there
    hello there Před 8 dny

    Jeffree is so beautiful inside and out

  • Shaquille Oatmeal
    Shaquille Oatmeal Před 8 dny +1

    We all need a Shane in our lives.

  • 2 Hippy Chix 420
    2 Hippy Chix 420 Před 9 dny +1

    Im so glad you are healing .opening up to people isnt easy. Your a BEAUTIFUL person inside and definitely outside

  • Misty Jennings
    Misty Jennings Před 9 dny

    I just recently started watching your CHclip videos, and I have grown to love you and Nate for who you are and what you guys stand for. You are a strong beautiful amazing person. You are such a big inspiration to others. I hope the best for you and your mom, and you are able to build a strong relationship between you both. Stay strong, and we support you!

  • Ash Patterson
    Ash Patterson Před 9 dny +1

    Inspiration, role model... the realest 🙏🏻🙌🏻

  • Cheryl Gonzalez
    Cheryl Gonzalez Před 9 dny

    Your a good person

  • Vicki Cragle
    Vicki Cragle Před 9 dny

    You are so amazing!!! You are a role model for so many people!!! Letting everyone know it’s okay and not alone! Keep slaying it sister ! Much Love!!!!! 😘 I loved every part of the series!

  • Jade Alise
    Jade Alise Před 9 dny +3

    This is why I have been drawn to this channel. Thanks for sharing.

  • Luz Nevarez
    Luz Nevarez Před 9 dny

    You're very brave for allowing us to see your life through the darkness, into the light! ✊Stay strong Jeffree!💕🙏🌻🕊💕

  • ginny lassiter
    ginny lassiter Před 10 dny +1

    If you haven’t tried it yet... release old karmic energy. I hope that it helps you realize that your soul is bright and full of love. Let the light within you be cleansed and shine brightly.

  • Mz. Gina Queen of Talk
    Mz. Gina Queen of Talk Před 10 dny +1

    Thank you for sharing and being are helping a lot of people right now. I sooo understand, went through this with my daughter and thank God she's doing well right now, everyday is a journey.

  • Cobi Dodson
    Cobi Dodson Před 10 dny

    I’ve started watching you on Facebook, and now moved to your CHclip Chanel! I love how open you are and you can tell us all the truth! I love you and you are an inspiration. The fact you have been though some hard times make you such a genuine person, and you defiantly don’t take this for granted. You’ve earned everything!!!!!

  • Před 10 dny

    Hope to see ur birth mom on ur channel

  • Randy Patz
    Randy Patz Před 10 dny

    We are always alone. ❤️

  • Samantha Shine
    Samantha Shine Před 10 dny +1

    I am so glad I watched this! I have never met Shane, however, I can see how close you two have been lately-and I am very thankful that you have such a great friend in him! Everyone has had dark feelings from time! And as a (retired) mental health counselor), it makes me happy to see someone like you, who has literally come from nothing make a success of your life. There is something inherently lovable about you, Jeffree, and you have a great way of connecting with people, especially those who are "different." Glad you are here and if I had a child I would want one just like you! Nothing but love here, Jeffree.

  • Nicholas Bianchini
    Nicholas Bianchini Před 10 dny

    Jeffrey sometimes when we see you and hear you we forget you are a person with a soul pain and suffering you are a good person you have heart you are a beautiful soul and honest Person and money hasn’t changed you

  • Alessandra Enright
    Alessandra Enright Před 10 dny +1

    Jeffree, I finally gave you a chance a few months ago and I'm very happy I did. Despite controversy in your past, I believe everyone is entitled to a second chance. I just finished your series with Shane and it opened my eyes. It's so surreal to see influencers as big as you are really as normal as us. I self harmed for a very long time and it's been 5 years since I last did it. I relate to you so much in feeling this way, and I always put everyone else before myself. I have grown so much and I can tell you have to. Thank you ❤

  • Jinky Sams
    Jinky Sams Před 11 dny

    I'm so touch I really follow you . Your amazing what I like to you is your real to yourself now .

  • Aigne Howard
    Aigne Howard Před 11 dny

    First of all I love u. Thank u for being honest and transparent. U are beautiful ur relationship is beautiful. And I love both u and Nate. And all the babies. Please keep being honest and transparent. There are people who do care about u and want to to see this side of u. Head up smile on ur face. And girl please I know it's been awhile but please don't ever hurt yourself again.

  • Scarlette Jai
    Scarlette Jai Před 11 dny +2

    almost a year! Hi how are yah?

  • lisa dillon
    lisa dillon Před 11 dny


  • Savannah Swets
    Savannah Swets Před 11 dny

    just when i thought i could not love jeffree anymore then i already do he opens up about a lot of stuff that's hard to talk about and i realize we are more the same and i respect his struggles even more cause i been thru them family is really hard sometimes and it's easy to have very fast highs and lows and the energy from trying to always help them can be draining don't forget to set boundaries jeffree and take time for your self your a saint for trying so hard to have such good relationships with everyone you have a huge heart ❤️❤️❤️

  • CoLe Wlkr
    CoLe Wlkr Před 11 dny

    ❤️❤️❤️🌹love ya Jeffree🌹❤️❤️❤️

  • Maddy and Sarah M&S
    Maddy and Sarah M&S Před 11 dny

    You should do a request on Claire’s makeup or even justice makeup

  • Bluegirl Yeah
    Bluegirl Yeah Před 12 dny +3

    I loved the series! Thank you for sharing this part of your life with us❤️ Shane did a wonderful job & he seems like an awesome friend!💕

    SARAH HOYLE Před 12 dny

    JEFFREE STAR you are an ANGEL sent here on this planet to teach others. I sat and watched all the videos with Shane in them, and that's the first time I've ever watched you on you tube, I can't even tell you how much I was drawn into your character, your story, your an inspiration to SO MANY and NOT just people who buy your makeup, your a STAR. People LOVE you Jeffree, and your success is a direct result of support people want to give you to lift you up. You have created a brand, and a network of humans who feed off of your ENERGY and SOUL. I'm a Makeup Artist, and Beauty Therapist and I dream of having my own brand one day. I will be watching you through your journey, and look forward to being inspired and motived by you. Sometimes we are thrown challenges in life only to make us stronger, but from that we can teach others how to deal with hard times. You are REAL and HONEST and sing the TRUTH and thats what we all love baby! x

  • Roxy Riot
    Roxy Riot Před 12 dny

    I 💕 you xxx

  • Tokichiro Kinioshita
    Tokichiro Kinioshita Před 12 dny +1

    Don't look at people what judge you, you work for all, and you don't need to care about that kind of people.. look at people what love you..not at that people what just to judge know, we love you.

  • Tokichiro Kinioshita
    Tokichiro Kinioshita Před 12 dny +1

    Thank you Jeffrey you are amazing, I wish you a beautiful day xx

  • Danielle Arreguin
    Danielle Arreguin Před 12 dny

    Thank you for sharing....

  • dabneyful
    dabneyful Před 12 dny +40

    Jefferrstarr I'm a Str8 blk man who watch you everyday, I love watching how much you love Nate, your success makes me happy, but this storytime pulled at my heart, you deadass brave & real to reveal all this online, you get mad props from me.

  • Chris Stanwood
    Chris Stanwood Před 12 dny

    There are certain things that happen that you’re never over. It’s OK. You’re OK. It will be OK.

  • CardiacTap FAM
    CardiacTap FAM Před 12 dny +1

    You're a beautiful person inside and out. Thank you for sharing. My gma died 3 weeks before her 100th bday and outlived all of her children too. Your heart is so deep hon. There are us who have very deep hearts too. I also hide as not to get hurt. Much love. 💕💕💕

  • Stolen Zen
    Stolen Zen Před 12 dny


  • Euforic Makeup
    Euforic Makeup Před 12 dny +3

    After Shane sharing your story I really grew a new respect for you. For being so open and letting people in, I know really took so much for you to do. But to hear where you came from, to how your life is now is a true inspiration. I think the problem with the internet, most only show certain things. Its nice to see the raw and real. No one is perfect and we all have life get in the way. We all have ups and downs. You're amazing and strong. Keep being you.

  • Marie Gilmore
    Marie Gilmore Před 12 dny

    Jeffree you are fucking amazing, I’m a self harmer and your story helps me a lot, I’m so happy for you and your mom, I hope you and her can work through your issues and get to a happy and peaceful place 💗

  • darin Foster
    darin Foster Před 12 dny +1

    Watching that series was very moving. I'm very glad you were able to open up about all that's happened in your life. It opened my eyes to the deeper part of your life and respect your amazing bravery. I cried, and my heart broke for you.
    Thank you for this video as well.....very brave and you are NOT ALONE.

  • CharlesMcneill VEVO
    CharlesMcneill VEVO Před 12 dny +1

    18:12 🙋🏼‍♂️

  • Sandi Morris
    Sandi Morris Před 13 dny

    It’s great that you’ve reconnected with your mom. Big hugs.

  • Sandi Morris
    Sandi Morris Před 13 dny

    I knew that the self harm hadn’t ended 10 years ago. Life doesn’t just stop and self harm doesn’t either. I’m glad to hear that you have stopped. That makes you healthier. My son does. He tells me about it. It’s not something I could ever have told my parents but I’m thankful that he can share that with me. It scares me, it bothers me but that MY problem. I support him in all I can. My brother killed himself. I don’t want to lose my son because I have a problem.
    Sometimes you can feel like you have overshared. So thank you for your honesty.

  • Haylei
    Haylei Před 13 dny

    I'm looking forward to the point where I feel ready to hear my mom's story & heal our relationship, too. Life is short and brutal. It hurts seeing Jeffree hurting but that's better than feeling nothing towards this person.

  • Shaelyn Grady
    Shaelyn Grady Před 13 dny

    Thank you for sharing Jeffree! It is very brave of you! I love hearing about all the personal things and the make up I just love watching and hearing about the parts of your life you show us.

  • Chase_Allen
    Chase_Allen Před 13 dny

    I haven’t seen my real dad in over 10 years, he’s also homeless and I don’t know how to contact him, I hear from him every now and then but one day when I become stable/successful I want to try to mend our relationship before it’s too late and get him some help and stability. I think it’s a beautiful thing that you were in the position to help your mother. Life is too short for so much sorrow, it’s better to fix things before it’s too late. I love and respect you, nobody is perfect and it is so easy to judge behind a screen

  • J L
    J L Před 13 dny

    Hi...balwing my eyes out at this RAW story of your precious Mother ...

  • Panic Towel
    Panic Towel Před 13 dny +1

    It takes a lot of strength to get out of this place, especially when it is a permanent passenger.

  • Oriana Debellis
    Oriana Debellis Před 13 dny

    You did good and right in so Happy that you have a relationship with your mom again .
    Its never too late .
    I have been through a lot like you the only thing different i did not cut myself .
    I would like to talk with you personally we have a lot in common .
    I Wish you all good things with your mom to. .

  • Emma Wilson
    Emma Wilson Před 13 dny

    it breaks my heart to think my dad stopped talking to his adopted mother bc they were in a fight for years and she passed away in 2016 :( I never even met her. I also never got to meet my dads adopted dad bc he died of cancer when my dad was around 13

  • Emma Wilson
    Emma Wilson Před 13 dny +2

    "hi, im homeless, how are you?" that made my heart stop for awhile :(

  • Galagya
    Galagya Před 14 dny +19

    I've been homeless, more than once.
    It happens. It can happen to anyone.
    Life is difficult. If you're doing well, recognize all you have. Be grateful. It could all be gone before you know it.

  • Lisa Marie
    Lisa Marie Před 14 dny

    i adore you

  • Jordyn Wallis
    Jordyn Wallis Před 14 dny

    Wow thanks for sharing this because I can relate, thanks for being so strong.

  • Brenda Vasquez
    Brenda Vasquez Před 14 dny +7

    Thank you for sharing parts of your life. I’m wanting to learn from your experiences, thanks for the honesty

  • Doris Soto
    Doris Soto Před 14 dny

    I always say that the people that have money they always go through this !why? so then I rather keep been poor, just saying.

  • Kye
    Kye Před 14 dny +13

    MAD respect for helping your mom. Says a ton about your character and your heart ❤️ and don’t lose touch again!! ❤️

  • Thiccest Sis
    Thiccest Sis Před 15 dny

    I cried while watching this, I can’t imagine what you’ve gone threw.

  • Heather W.
    Heather W. Před 15 dny +1

    Jeffree my parents have been married for 52 years this year. They still love each other very much.. they are both in their early 70's and still get around and have fun and do everything anyone else does... they actually put in more work on any given day than most people half their age and they just never stop going and going but I felt so connected to you when you were talking about your aunt and uncle it's just unbelievable when you realize how something similar in your own life effects others the same way and you just feel that connect for a bit. Thank you so much for getting on here and spilling your truth !! Can't say enough about how much it is appreciated. You are so damn real and legitimate ! Thank you so so much for sharing!

  • Down Town
    Down Town Před 15 dny

    ❤❤❤Good Understanding Vibes sent your way💖💖💖

  • Heather W.
    Heather W. Před 15 dny

    You are welcome Jeffree. Watched with an open heart and loved every minute !! You truly gave us a side of yourself that made you even more human to me. You are a good soul. I love watching your videos and feel like now I know you better and trust you even more. Thank you for sharing. When you and Shane are together it's so interesting to hear you guys together... you are both so human and down to earth in reality. No reason not to share that. We love you.

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  • Linda Lauderdale
    Linda Lauderdale Před 16 dny

    Thank you for sharing your story......when I was 14 my parents had me admitted to a pavilion for a suicide attempt self harm depression and anxiety and I continued to harm myself until I started dating my now husband he showed me that I wasn't alone and that he had my back. I was also struggling with a drug addiction but now I am 2 almost 3 years clean and I haven't harmed myself in almost 5 years

  • Ashley Wicker
    Ashley Wicker Před 16 dny +3

    Sister you are AMAZING ❤️... Your authenticity, vulnerability, and rawness is something I wish more people could tap into every once in a while. Our past is part of the journey that brought us here... into this very moment... you made the choice to embrace your FABULOUS self... and you became a GORGEOUS icon... LOVE YOU 😘.

  • samantha Keller
    samantha Keller Před 16 dny

    Your so gay

  • Rose
    Rose Před 16 dny

    I relate to this so much. I self harmed for years and it kept getting worse till the point where every time I self harmed I had to go to hospital and get stitches. For the last couple of years I’ve stopped the cycle of self harming regularly, however I have relapsed a couple of times. And like you said, it’s ok to relapse. Relapse is a part of getting better. Thank you for sharing this with us. I know a lot of people don’t understand self harm and are judgemental, but it helps to know I’m not alone with having these kind of issues.

  • Aavale' Storm
    Aavale' Storm Před 16 dny +4

    Jeffree your videos inspire me to believe...👣👣

  • Aavale' Storm
    Aavale' Storm Před 16 dny

    Jeffree is going deeeeep👽👽

  • Sarah Sowards
    Sarah Sowards Před 16 dny +7

    I’ve been a long time fan of yours, and re watching this video gives me chills. I have had 2 unsuccessful suicide attempts and GIRL THANK GOD! My life is finally perfect in every way. Love you! Keep being you ❤️

  • M Burns
    M Burns Před 16 dny

    High heel roller about suicide...Holy Crap!!!😂😂😂

  • kayla Daniels
    kayla Daniels Před 16 dny