REVEALING MY LAST DARK SECRETS...

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  • čas přidán 19. 08. 2018
  • HEY EVERYONE... Welcome BACK to my channel! Today I wanted to sit down and just talk to you guys. It's been 2 weeks since The Secret Life of Jeffree Star has been out in the world and I wanted to address questions you guys had, and expand on a few topics... I also wanted to reveal a few dark secrets that I wasn't ready to tell Shane or talk about until now... My whole life I've had a very hard time opening up to anyone... Thank you for listening.
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  • Lindsy Haber
    Lindsy Haber Před 21 hodinou

    Jeffree STAR 🌟 I'm a fan! I dont have snapchat or instagram but i wanted to show love and support im from the Mitten (like your beau) and normally people from MI show alot of love when they have a platform and to see you showing love to MI simply by proxy is pretty awesome. I love that you're YOU and have been doing YOU when it wasnt cool to be different PEROID! you're inspiring, entertaining and beautiful! I wish you so much continued success cheers with Shirley temples of course! Xoxo

  • disturbedbiatch9 0
    disturbedbiatch9 0 Před dnem

    My old bestfriend used to cut herself! :(

  • febyanganne viiernes

    I love you.. 😘

  • Chelsea Tully
    Chelsea Tully Před dnem

    So cool to be able see how big of a change you made in your life, from childhood, to adolescence, then young adult, and now! You’ve been thru a lot, you’re going thru a lot, and you still make me laugh my ass off. I enjoy every video you make! And I’ve just started watching recently. Your CHclip channel is now what I watch whenever I have spare time (spare time is code for: when I finally have time to relax and smoke 💨 lol) I think you’re amazing. You’re my favorite youtuber (if that’s even what people say) only used youtube for music before. Saw a random video scrolling on my Facebook on a make up review you did, I’m hooked on you. So funny. Thanks for entertaining my life with positive vibes and laughter ❤️

  • Dakota Condon
    Dakota Condon Před dnem

    I’m crying watching this 6 years ago I stopped harming myself . A few months ago I fell down another hole of depression and seriously lost myself and just like you said just had to see if it still felt the same and it didn’t and as weird as it sounds it felt good to know I didn’t want to do that and had no desire to. I met you this weekend and days before I was struggling to find a reason to live but meeting you inspired me so much knowing I can do anything if I put my mind to it and has a great life and make it whatever I want. I have never felt such a purpose to life till I met you in person . I love you and I’m so happy you’ve grown and are happy and found someone to be happy with. I wish I could have a full conversation with you especially about our moms. I feel like it would be so fucking inspiring you’re amazing and have changed my life. I hope I can meet you again! I love you ❤️

  • Samantha A
    Samantha A Před dnem

    I appreciate your honesty. When you said that there is this sadness that is in your bones I totally got that. I say that about myself. Thanks for doing what you do!

  • Vicky White
    Vicky White Před 2 dny

    Bless you and your mother. Thank you for also suing your pain to allow others to realize they are not alone and there is hope. This will allow all of you to heal, learn, forgive and enjoy life now!

  • Cristin Stuart
    Cristin Stuart Před 2 dny

    I love you! We all love you! You always have someone. Anxiety and Depression are my jail cell life can suck more so then normal with it

  • Robin Schel
    Robin Schel Před 2 dny

    Thank you Jeffree for sharing your story. You are actually helping me with my battle against selfharm and suicidal thoughts. Thanks to you I feel like I’m heard. Thankyou queen, kisses from Amsterdam

  • YaGirl Cherry
    YaGirl Cherry Před 2 dny

    Hi Jeffree, I am re-watching this video for no reason, and I wanted to add another positive comment to the thread. I am also a “recovering” cutter with scars all over my arms and thighs... and when I watched the Shane series and this video, I cried. It’s such a complicated thing to be a cutter, and no one but another cutter can understand. I want to say to you and everyone else here who’s a cutter, was a cutter, or whatever the situation... you are not alone and there are people who love you (even if it’s us, a stranger). When I’m in dark days trying to get out of it, I now have gotten to the point of healing where I do not turn to cutting myself. I don’t even contemplate it anymore. There IS hope, and healing will happen for you. I love you, person reading this who is struggling with the same trauma. I started getting tattoos as a form of pain release instead of cutting. And to cover my scars (which I ended up destroying because of multiple relapses.
    I don’t really know what else to say other than that. It gets better. You are not crazy, you are hurting, and there’s a difference. Xoxo - Ya Girl Cherry 🍒

  • only1synergy
    only1synergy Před 3 dny

    Happy 5 yrs. Thank you for sharing your story. More we talk, more we support and help. You are not alone.

  • Violet Eyes
    Violet Eyes Před 3 dny

    Thank you, for being open and sharing god I love you , you've inspired me and you've helped me and I used to feel that way too and for all the same reasons. 💜☮💜 I'm so glad you can open up to help others

  • Allison Bellan
    Allison Bellan Před 3 dny

    I have not spoken to or seen my son in 3 yrs. Your story gives me hope that one day we will connect again. You are an inspiration to me!!!

  • lisa miller
    lisa miller Před 3 dny

    oh Jeffree... even though this is a year old i really do feel for you and i am currently battling suicidal thoughts for similar reasons. then last year i suffered a stroke and died for nearly 5 minutes. i went up to heaven and met jesus. i found myself bowing to him then hugged him. then looking past him i saw family and friends that lived before me and i also held my son who i lost in 2017 due to a miscarriage. they all had a message for me: keep going. God has a plan. fast forward a year later. i recovered relatively fast and God has still yet to reveal his plan for me. in time he will for you too.

  • kelly lee
    kelly lee Před 3 dny

    OMG Bawling! My mom left me when I was 4. She died in a drunk driving accident when I was 13. I don't remember her. Life is short. So happy for your reconnection!

  • cassandra mainville
    cassandra mainville Před 3 dny

    Thank you for sharing Jeffree. I was bullied a lot in school and got depressed. I wanted to die and feel something so I'd hurt myself. Thankfully, I found an angel on earth, a therapist who listened. For ths past two years I've been clean. (That's how I put it as it was an addiction)

  • Bailey Landrum
    Bailey Landrum Před 3 dny

    You are Beautiful inside and out....jeffree I love you
    Coming from a person who overcame self harm
    The scars and mistake do not define who you are they show how strong you are

  • Michele Stonerock
    Michele Stonerock Před 3 dny

    Love you 👾

  • Stephanie Higgins
    Stephanie Higgins Před 4 dny

    I love you Jeffree! You are such a strong, AMAZING and inspiring person. 💙💙

  • Eboii Wrecker
    Eboii Wrecker Před 4 dny

    My family is going through the worst time right now we have been separated by child services because my mom can't find a home for us my brother is 5 my sister is 18 months and I'm 9 . I watch you everyday even repeated shows so it helps me get though missing my family SOOO much. Is not fair that they can come Seperate us ll because places winter rent to my mom because she's on disability . I hope pray everyday we will be together soon. Love you Jeffree ⭐️

  • angelica peoples
    angelica peoples Před 4 dny

    Jeffree we love you so much.

  • laura kinion
    laura kinion Před 4 dny

    You are such an incredible person. You are smart, articulate, beautiful and just an all around cool person. Never doubt yourself.

  • Kersty Philo
    Kersty Philo Před 4 dny

    I love you Jeffree! I wish I could meet you, and just give you a big hug. 💕

  • Rachel Spencer
    Rachel Spencer Před 4 dny

    Some of the most beautiful kind ppl have been hurt the worst. I love you

  • Antwon Cash
    Antwon Cash Před 5 dny

    That eye peeking out his robe looking at us

  • Julie Rigby
    Julie Rigby Před 5 dny

    Praying for you and I no about cutting. Postive attitude will vary get you through keep fighting never give up

  • Verônica Tessari
    Verônica Tessari Před 6 dny

    I understand you, I am mutilated since I was 11 years old by having abusive parents, and now I'm 23 already married and I have my children but those feelings do not disappear. it actually seems worse because I've always dreamed of happy days of freedom and now that I can live it feels like my heart is still in the past, unable to feel. Nobody cares if we get hurt but they are always shocked when we fall, I'm here waiting for happy days for us that are so different but we feel the same.

  • Crissi H.
    Crissi H. Před 6 dny

    Thank you for being you and letting people know it is OKAY to be the YOU you want to be!

  • Jenny Parker-Stocks
    Jenny Parker-Stocks Před 6 dny

    Absolutely true!! Often the people who are hurting the most on the inside are smiling on the outside!! As a psychologist, I can confirm this is absolutely backed up by statistic’s!! People who are depressed and talk about suicide the most often, are statistically shown to be less at risk of acting upon it, than those who are depressed but don’t talk about it or suicide, appear to be coping and are smiling on the outside!!
    So never judge a book by its cover and always reach out to, and be there for, suffer’s ( even if they push you away, keep reaching, please, as that’s generally a classic ‘defence mechanism’; they are hurting so much and feel so rejected and alone, that they would rather push first, to prevent themselves being pushed away again and facing more rejection ) or, just people in general! Because, even if they look like they are fine and/or say they are fine, inside they might not be at all, and, may in fact be one of the most at risk people of all! Potentially, feeling so alone and depressed that life is no longer worth living, and/or feeling so alone and depressed because they cannot even show their real pain and suffering to anyone; either because there is no one who cares, or due to fear of the consequences etc..!! So please, always take time to be kind ( it costs nothing ) to stranger’s, check in on family or friends regularly, especially if you know they are suffering from depression! Because, even if they say they are fine, smile and joke, that can potentially be a deflection and a false front! In reality, they may feel so alone in this world, that they cannot even begin to fathom how ,or, to who, they can even begin to articulate how badly they are suffering , or, they may fear they will be locked away, if they share the “deep dark truth” etc! So, you never know that what might feel like a small interaction to you, may actually be helping save another person’s life; and preventing them from becoming another ‘Statistic’!
    Obviously, I’m not saying this is the case with every person; and I’m certainly not trying to cause mass panic! I just want to help spread some awareness, that is absolutely backed up by Statistics; that those most likely to actually commit suicide are often those that talk about it the least, or not at all, and smile and act like they are coping to the onlooker! So just food for thought, being there for someone, even if they try to push you away, costs nothing; but, it is in fact PRICELESS!! 🙏✌️🙏!!

  • Story Of A Girl
    Story Of A Girl Před 6 dny

    gaaaahhh I love you Jeffree!! You are an icon! ❤

  • Jackie Ream
    Jackie Ream Před 6 dny

    I love you jeffree you are an amazing person thank you for sharing your story with us I can relate

  • Kristel Jem
    Kristel Jem Před 6 dny

    I Love you Jeffree! I was a cutter also. I've struggled with depression since I was a little kid. I'm 35 now and it comes and goes, but I haven't cut since I was in my early 20s. I understand by you saying "this isnt it anymore" because the last time I cut it was not the same. I didnt Need to do it anymore. I realized I am a survivor. I can handle life, sadness, loneliness, and move on now. I get you 100%. I also was Goth. But it was more for fashion and makeup, not attention or because I was "sad" I just love the "dark side" lol 😉

  • Jessica Kissner
    Jessica Kissner Před 6 dny

    I can’t tell you how many times I have gone and replayed 6:33-6:53 that simple twenty seconds of honest truth hits me so hard, and sometimes that’s all I need to remind myself that it’s okay to not be okay. Thank you. It’s rare that I get told stuff like that anymore since I’m “better now.” Everyday is a struggle, and once again I thank you so much.

  • balbinder bains
    balbinder bains Před 6 dny

    thats one crazy story

  • Teresa Cienfuegos
    Teresa Cienfuegos Před 7 dny

    Sending hugs ohh my the pics you have great style I need to hear your music 🙌

  • Chelsea Henckel
    Chelsea Henckel Před 7 dny

    Ive been wanting a tattoo to cover the scars on my arm unfortunately its pricey i hope i will have enough to get it one day

  • Lisamarie Blumberg
    Lisamarie Blumberg Před 7 dny

    I’m so sorry you ever felt that way. You are loved, more than you know. I have been watching you and I am amazed at what an amazingly beautiful soul you are. As a Mom, all I want to do is give you a hug and tell you, that you are a valuable person who deserves nothing but love and respect.

  • Erika D-F
    Erika D-F Před 7 dny

    Thank you for being brave. I know those feelings way too well. Love you!

  • Zoë Wall
    Zoë Wall Před 7 dny

    I didnt watch the whole video because of the warning at the beginning but i really hope you are ok now. You are an amazing person and i love watching your videos and no matter what ever negative things people say about you no one deserves to go through that kind of stuff. Just know for every person that hates you there are TONS more that love and appreciate you. Stay strong you got this. ❤️

  • Rachel Dahlia
    Rachel Dahlia Před 8 dny

    I just did some similar vids where I start opening up and sharing too. Props to you babe. You're amazing.

  • sanja bogović
    sanja bogović Před 8 dny

    it is so rare to see a soul as pure as Jefree's. i can't believe i cryed on a make up chanel

  • Megusta vlft
    Megusta vlft Před 9 dny

    Thank you for letting us know jeffree ! Fans from malaysia! I love your nails and the real you. Really thank you so much for open up to us! Love ya!

  • Fabia Tampubolon
    Fabia Tampubolon Před 9 dny

    I feel you, you’re not alone Jeffree ♥️ My prayer goes to you ♥️

  • butterfly6199
    butterfly6199 Před 10 dny

    wow, I am happy that you reconnected with your mom....a mother's love is unconditional, she is the one that truly loves you and a mother is only one....good for you...

  • BellsButterfly
    BellsButterfly Před 10 dny

    Jeffree Star: I didn’t feel alone, and I feel alone a lot.
    Me: same. :/

  • teenie beenie
    teenie beenie Před 10 dny

    be careful bout shane babe,,,,,k?

  • Jennifer sweetgolden2010 Miller

    Sending love from British Columbia Canada

  • Christina Leclerc
    Christina Leclerc Před 10 dny

    Oh Jeffree...I’m so sorry for the pain you’ve experienced in your life! It’s so important to tell your story because you never know who will hear it and be helped or even saved by it. You’re right, feeling badly is a part of life & it’s nothing to be ashamed of. We just can’t dwell in the sadness lest it takes us down a path we can’t return from. So many people put on that smile and act like everything is fine when in reality they’re dying inside. (The poem Richard Corey illiterates this perfectly.) We all have to care about each other and be kind because we never know what people are dealing with behind the scenes. Bravo for being open and honest! Hugs to you!

  • I love my bed more than you

    I'm almost two years free from cutting and I know exactly what u were talking about. Thanks for the great, deep, emotional video.
    (I'm german so pls don't hate bc of my grammar or anything)

  • Kanishtha Trehan
    Kanishtha Trehan Před 10 dny

    I hope you have a great life ahead.

  • AveiroGaming
    AveiroGaming Před 12 dny +1

    If you play it at 1.25 speed, it's still normal...😐

  • Nichole Allo
    Nichole Allo Před 12 dny

    So. Beautiful. Honest. Thank u for this.its good healing and listening bc I go through alot of the same n think alot feel alot the way u do so waiting for more on your mom and that healing process.thank u for sharing

  • Shelly Licence
    Shelly Licence Před 12 dny +1

    So happy for you that you were able to reconnect and are working on your relationship with your mother. My mother passed away suddenly from a massive heart attack in mid July. We had a Wonderfull relationship ( I am sorry that you did not) and my heart aches everyday because I miss her so much. My hope and wish for you is that as you 2 move forward with your healing process that you can learn to love and respect one another.🌟🌟😁😁

  • Jess Embree
    Jess Embree Před 12 dny +1

    I cannot believe I never saw this video before.. I literally bawled like a baby. I love you, Jeffree, and am SO proud of your personal growth!! Just always remember where you came from and what you've been thru.. You are an AMAZING human being!! Your soul makes my heart smile!! ☺❤ Stay beautiful!!! XO_ P.S. Give that mirrored Dior a kiss frm me pls!! 💋

  • Ala Collins
    Ala Collins Před 13 dny +1

    Loved this video and so happy for you J 💫 and Hope your mom gets better and wish you both the best !

  • PokemonPanda Lee
    PokemonPanda Lee Před 13 dny

    ❤💙💯

  • Jacklyn Timinski
    Jacklyn Timinski Před 14 dny

    I love Jeffrey😭

  • Patty Wolfe
    Patty Wolfe Před 16 dny

    Jeffree just love you & Nate just Breathe we still love you no matter what, everyone has skeletons in their closets & if they say they don’t they are
    either lying too themselves or they haven’t lived long enough.... I hope you feel better getting that off your chest. I pray you & your Mom heal as time
    goes by. You are blessed in so many ways so happy you & Nate have each it is Kismet😘

  • christinea cannon
    christinea cannon Před 16 dny +1

    Pain is something that we as ppl are expected to cover up. We can't snap our fingers and just become ok,,, I don't believe there's no such thing as what is consider ' normal ' aka ok, all we can do is find our inner peace and learn to love ourselves...!

  • Carrie Kernel
    Carrie Kernel Před 17 dny +2

    Bless You Sweetie